if i were to commit suicide i don’t think anyone would notice i had gone

I hate the fact that, even after all those years, you still trigger a feeling for me: anger. It may be just that but it is still a feeling. A fact that you still have a power over me. I hate you. Fuck you.

God damnit, every time I get laid I get an STD. I’m sick (literally) and tired of it!

I feel like we’re reenacting the movie “Same Time, Next Year.” I know we both want more than what we have. Let’s use 2012 to figure out a way to be together permanently.

My wish for 2012 is: To all of us who have been hurt, cheated on, dumped, broken, lied to, and fucked over: rejoice. It’s a new year. It’s a new beginning. DO YOU. Change for the better. Keep fighting. Hope is limitless. One day, we will meet someone who fulfills our dreams. And that day, [...]

I get that you’re seeing someone right now, and that I can’t change it, you seem happy, so I’m ok with it. If you guys ever break up, I will be there, for sure. But right now, I am at peace with it, you need to stop toying with me, and be at peace with [...]

I look at your picture when I wank. I fall asleep thinking of you naked beside me. I visualise in my mind’s how your face while you are getting fucked. Lately you have stopped speaking to me – have you guessed? Has an insightful mutual woman friend (to whom I have said nothing) tipped you [...]

When is it that love gains the attributes of ambivalence?

I have waited so long for you. I passed opportunities. I failed to connect with possibly some of the greatest people I will ever meet, waiting for you. I am not angry , because I love you and you seem excited about your life. But you left us behind. You aren’t here for those difficult [...]

we’d been talking for over a month and then all of a sudden you stopped taking my calls and answering my texts. I know it wasnt one sided because at least half of the time you were the first to make contact- so what happened?

To you: I fall in love with you every single time. It’s getting out of hand. I hit a few rough patches on the journey cause you don’t love me back, but you bring me such joy. You light me up. Note to Self: If you find yourself posting on this sight a month down [...]

when i said we needed to stop fucking, i wasn’t about to cum; you were leaking number 2. you had no idea, so then i came in your mouth and laughed.

i think about you every day. you’re all i could ever dream of. i don’t think you’ve ever thought of me as anything but a pretty face and hot ass. i’d die if you ever knew.

Been together for almost 2 years and I feel like I am putting in most of the effort into maintaining this relationship. When we are far apart, I have always been the one driving up to see you. When you are in the area, I make time in my day to spend it with you [...]

i have a fake facebook account just to check in on you every now and then. when i saw you were “in a relationship” with a younger, less impressive boy i jumped in the shower and shaved everything i could reach. disorientation. i can’t stand the thought of no longer knowing who you are because [...]

You’re bad for me, I know. My life direction is sending me away spiritually and emotionally. And there was that whole thing about you being straight. But you’re single and texting me, making me feel like you need me. I shouldn’t want you, I know you’ll break my heart. But I love you. Beyond reason, [...]

I have a tendency to disappear, when I feel a relationship has run its course. No long winded goodbyes, no tears or fights, no regrets or worries. Just vanish. However, I’ve always done the vanishing. After our first and only night of physical intimacy, you vanished without a trace. While I understand your position, and [...]

There are times I wished I wasn’t me because I know you’d never want me as I am now. We get along, we talk for hours, we have common interests, our minds connect but my appearance and ethnicity won’t let you go further than what we already have. Funny enough, your not the first and [...]

im really tired of faking, living a DL, i wish i had the courage to get out. my family found my porn like 6yrs ago and i denied it all, my mom cried for weeks, my whole family was screwed, all because of me. now im “dating” a cute girl from college but i dont [...]

I want you! That’s all I can think of right now.

I still love you, and I know I’ve made a big show of moving on…but, it’s only because I’m too terrified to admit that I can’t imagine my life with any other man. I will never let another man put a ring on my finger as you did, and I’ll never truly love any man [...]

I loved you more than anything and left you when I couldn’t stand the cheating anymore. Now I feel lonelier than when I knew you were sleeping in his bed instead of ours.

I did it because hating you was easier than admitting I missed you. I wish I could tell you.

my boyfriend read my palm and said i have had two great loves in my life, but the first one was really deep. he asked me about it since, he knows that he is my first. i never told him about you, how much i loved you, how far i would have gone for you, [...]

Thank you for making me feel like a person. Even though you don’t know me directly, just know that you have touched my heart, soul and body in so many ways. Thank you. I know I’ll never meet you in person or even talk to you online but just know that you have changed my [...]

you are with your boyfriend now and me with mine but i still cant get over the last time we kiss. when i asked you why did you have to keep me hanging on a hope which you will never give me, you wouldnt give me a definite answer. what am i in your life [...]

You don’t want me, so please quit fucking with my head.

Fuck you for going back to your ex.

I wish I didn’t miss you… but I do, every minute, of every hour, of every day.

We’ve been dating for 8 months now, which is long for the both of us. But this time around it feels different. I still think about you everyday, get all giddy and excited like a little boy when we’re about to see each other, I still get chills every time you say “I love you”. [...]

You’re on your laptop across the room. Me on mine, dick in hand, secretly jerking off to porn. Why? I don’t know… ‘Cause you still mean the world to me after 7 undeniably happy years.

I know its wrong but i still think of that day when i fucked you on the sofa…i can still feel myself inside you and it makes me feel hot inside

I saw you in my dream again. I wish I didn’t, and I know I shouldn’t, but I miss you …

It hurts. Nothing hurts so much than loving someone you can’t have. I know that I snob you all the time, but only because I know that you are someone I can’t have. So forgive me if I act like this around you. Hey, maybe someday you’ll find yours, and I’ll find mine. Here’s me. [...]

I lost my virginity 6 months from today, when my boyfriend of 1 week forced me into having sex. I can’t get over it. I can’t make myself date anyone else. I feel sick. Time never healed me like it should have.

I feel so out of your league even when you’re making out with me naked in bed. It’s so nerve-wracking that it’s hindering my performance…

I’ve told you all i was off the dope. i lied. it’s much easier to hide now. i’m sorry i hurt you and myself. i have no money, friends, nothing to show for a long stretch of lies and shooting up. i want to stop. you know i do, but you let me go again. [...]

You told me you aren’t ready for a relationship. But it’s your loss. You lost me. You are a fool. In my eyes, you made a mistake. You will never find a guy like me. You even said that in the letter you wrote me. By the way, that letter is now torn into pieces [...]

I’m 19 and living in outback Australia.. Tonight I finally lost my virginity and it was amazing.. I know that you’re going back to the city and I’ll probably never see you again but thank you for being a gentle and kind lover.. I’ll always remember you xo

We met for coffee, and turned into a date, Then you wanted to be my mate, We then went further, Maybe too fast As it just didn’t last…

You, sir are one of the most attractive, sweetest, and funniest men I’ve ever men. I know you’re straight and it kills me. It also kills me that you’ve treated me like nothing less than shit ever since freshman year of high-school. The only thing worse than not getting to date you is not being [...]

You’re perfect, and you keep becoming more and more perfect. You keep reinforcing the fact that you and this guy are only seeing each other right now, not actually dating. I don’t want to be a homewrecker, but either choose me, or stop toying with my emotions.

It’s been so long since I’ve dated a guy or let myself have feelings for someone. For years I’ve longed for a soul-mate but cringed at the idea of dating a gay man. Until you. Perfect, mind-boggling, sexy, unattainable you. When you stopped looking me in the eye I knew it wasn’t going to be [...]

who on earth will ever love me?

I only liked you because I had nothing when I needed something the most. You’re not a bad person, and neither am I. I’m sorry we ended up this way. I just want something real for the first time in my life, but I don’t know what something real is.

You came into my life when I was expecting it the least. It was beautiful. It was magical. The way we talked, laughed, and slept side by side. Then, you went home to her. And now you’ve come back this shell of a person. It kills me to see you like this. It kills me [...]

I lost 45 pounds in the hopes of finally catching your attention. Not only has that not happened as I’ve watched you date a bunch of other guys, you blatantly asked “Wait, you lost weight?” I guess I’m not looking for love in the right place.

One thing that really sucks about high school is the total lack of gay guys. Without trying to sound whiny, it makes me kind of sad when I see couples just walking hand in hand down the hallway, or sitting together at lunch being flirty, or anything like that. When will I get that chance?

I don’t know if what you did was abuse. But either way, it fucked me up. I’m scared to get into another relationship unless I have some sort of guarantee that the guy doesn’t have issues like yours.

Is it too much to ask that you get a life besides me? I’d do anything for you, but I can’t be everything for you.

Why the hell did you insult me like that three minutes after we met? What could I possibly have done in that time to make you decide I wasn’t worth treating with common courtesy? You’re horrible.

Good Lord, I can’t stand men sometimes. It’s enough to make a boy wish he were lesbian.

Yes, it was probably sensible and healthy for you to tell me early on that you weren’t looking for a relationship, but did you miss the part where I hadn’t even made a pass at you yet? It made me feel like shit, like I’m transparent and obvious and therefore repulsive. It fucked me up.

I’m sorry I love you. I’m sorry I’m not enough.

I wake up every morning and immediately think about you. I can’t stop it. You were my first and I was completely in love with you. I wish you’d call. I just don’t want you to forget about me because I can’t fucking forget about you.

I am so enormously excited about you and us, and yet so scared. can I even use the words I use in my mind for this? can this sort of feeling exist even before a kiss? I keep thinking reality will take its toll. are you for real? is this going to happen?

After almost two months, he broke up with me. He said he wasn’t ready for a relationship. He thought about it for a week before telling me and making his decision. I am fucking destroyed.

I definitely saw you checking me out on the bus, because I was checking you out. I ran on to the bus in front of Christenbury gym, I was a little embarrassed because I kind of bounded onto the bus abruptly. You definitely caught my eye. You were sitting in the very first seat on [...]

Thanks for rubbing your “Alpha-Gay-I’m Successful-What-The-Hell-Are-You-Doing-With-Your-Life-Stop-Being-A-Whore” bullshit soapbox speech all up in my face today– in front of everyone! I practically broke down in tears at the table, and have shamefully deleted Grindr, Adam4Adam, Manhunt and Craigslist all in the same day. I hope you’re happy. You’ve emotional cut a potential new friend today…

I’m only 23, I’m too young to be hiv+ I feel like I never really got to be normal. I wish I wasn’t this way

I wish I could stop worrying about losing you sometimes. I know that I have my own issues, nobody is perfect. I just wish I could control the worrying and my thoughts. It’s not easy… I love you.

What part of “I’m not looking for a relationship” did you not understand? Back the fuck off before I fuck you off.

We are all quality men. Some of us just lost our way.

You know, every once in a while you need a punch in the face.

If you have to tell yourself you’re enjoying it, you’re not. If you don’t know why you’re doing it, stop. If you’re not sure whether you want a partner, you don’t. Realising this is why I’m finally alone, and finally happy.

Wishing well, I am 25 and still waiting for that first kiss. My fingers are crossed here.

Another unrequited crush has passed again. I meet some of the hottest guys (hot to me at least) and I know I am not ugly but I get nothin’… ::sigh::

I lost like 25 pounds, yet I am having more difficulty getting a guy than ever and furthermore, where I could occasionally get a guy out of my league before, I can’t seem to get so much as looked at by anyone. I thought the gay message was “THIN BEFORE ALL!” I mean I like [...]

I apologize for not being able to commit. I live in a cave. The moment you reach out for me, I go in deeper, because I don’t want you to see me. Because what I see is a mess. All the things i love and hate meshed together. It is quite mass of worries, doubts, [...]

So this past month has been great, but after week two I’ve been wanting to break up with you. Part of me thinks your a little immature and a little bit cuckoo (… ok ALOT cuckoo), you make horrible decisions and your friends that don’t even do drugs still have questionable choices, but every time [...]

I wish I could create a subspace where every spare moment we have together could last for an eternity.

Tonight, While beating off I will be thinking of you shirtless, in those sexy shorts that outline your butt just the right way. Wishing you were here..

We’ve been friends for years. Last night, I finally sucked your big cock. It was hot.

why do you all tell me things you don’t mean? why can’t you just be honest?

Whilst struggling to stay afloat in this turbulent world, thinking of you gives me the strength to keep fighting. Thank you for being apart of my life right now.

I’m so sorry, Caleb. I’m so sorry, Shane. I’m so sorry, Danny. I’m so sorry, TJ. I’m so sorry, Will. I’m so sorry, Ben. I’m so sorry, Michael. I’m so sorry, Steve. I’m so sorry, Aaron. Aaron. Oh god, I’m so sorry Aaron. For everything.

Despues de creer que sentias algo por mi, me doy cuenta que todo es un juego y que para vos solo soy un estupido mas. Por mas que fantasee con que volvamos a ser novios nunca mas volveremos. Y todo el amor que siento por vos debera morir. Mi alegria se la lleva el viento. [...]

I fell in love with you at first site. By the second date I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I’m not young, or foolish, or delusional. I know you’re not perfect and neither am I. But I know that it’s right- I’ve never been so in love. One.

You will be ok, you will survive this, you will have me on your side no matter what, you will still be you.

I know now that you are the best, strongest, most giving person I will ever meet. I’m sorry I have none of that strength and am abandoning you when you need me most.

I want to spend the rest of my life with him, yet, I’ve only seen him three times in my life. But every time that we are together it feels so right and it feels amazing- it’s like heaven. I don’t think that I will ever find a guy like him in my entire life…of [...]

I don’t want to be the bad guy, but I don’t know how to be the good guy anymore.

I’m sorry, but I have to leave.

The longer I stay here, the more I get absorbed into someone else’s life. It feels as though my only choices are to let part of myself die, or leave and not look back….and I already know what you chose.

I don’t believe I have a future with you. Yet, I still crave you. If all we have are before bed chats for the next few months, I’ll take it. I know I am going to miss you dearly.

He treats me well. He likes to snuggle. The sex is great. There is calm and genuine grown-up love and tenderness between us, in my home. But I still think of you often, and I miss you very much. And I can’t help wishing you’d never brought that girl into your home as you did, [...]

I love sitting next to you, and I swear that couch is getting smaller.

I open the door to my apartment, returning after a rough week, and I immediately wish you were waiting for me on the other side. Then it occurred to me, if I want that for myself, I should be that for you..

After 12 years you decide that we need to be in an open relationship. I said no. You said you weren’t happy. I said we might as well break up. You did not agree. I understand why you want to stay together. It will be hard for you to find someone else to cook, clean, [...]

Every time I see you, I eye fuck you. I eye fuck the hell out of you.

por que no me amas?? por favor dame una oportunidad de hacerte feliz y que sea tu marido. Seba te amo con toda mi alma

i cannot believe how fucking shady you can be……. you played all nice for months and then when things are good and i was ready to take to next level…. wham! you suprised by getting into a realtionship with another guy…….and letting me find out on Faceebook but thats what i get for believing in [...]

I’ll always love you, even if you won’t share these feelings with me. I know nothing will ever happen between you and me, but having your friendship is the greatest gift for me.

I wish you had gotten tested before I blew you. I know the risk of me being infected is low but I’m more scared than I’ve ever been in my entire life. I never thought this would happen to me. I guess what they say is true, us teens do think we are invincible. Well. [...]

We hit it off so well and then you became silent. You made me the happiest I’ve been in a long time and then you became silent. I hope everything is alright. I wish for us to be like we were before.

I miss a hard cock, especially yours, in my mouth. Are we ever going to be together again?

I need to suck cock and you’ve left me alone for over a month. Find someone new?

i wish that my baby doll was a real baby boy and also that cory wear the father of my baby

I promise that I will not think about love anymore. At least for now. Because right now I have so many thing I have to do for myself. It hurts me to acknowledge the fact that I will possibly not have someone who will be there for me, who lift me up and hold me [...]

To my sexy roommate who likes to parade around shirtless when we are alone….continue to do so, but be warned you may summon an unexpected beast…

Fuck you… That is all.

I wish you could just say to me all that you toss into this Well.

I’m so sorry, Caleb. I’m so sorry, Shane. I’m so sorry, Danny. I’m so sorry, TJ. I’m so sorry, Will. I’m so sorry, Ben. I’m so sorry, Michael. I’m so sorry, Steve. I’m so sorry, Aaron. Aaron. Oh god, I’m so sorry Aaron. For everything.

It’s been 3 years since that spring break trip, when everything changed. You, the “straight” guy, came on to me one night down on the beach. After that moment things were different. I wish I could say it turned out swell, but it didn’t. You wanted to go back to being friends, and I fell [...]

If I were closer……….. I’ve fallen for you so fast that at times I think that you’re not real. It’s crazy but I can tell you things about me and my past that I have never told anyone. You’re always on my mind and at times I often smile thinking of the conversations we’ve had [...]

you changed first. i simply reacted accordingly.

I think you’re really cute. You probably think I hate you because of how quickly i look at you and look away. I know your type though…women. Maybe i’m a douche for not even trying at a friendship because i’m selfish and if i can’t have you there’s no point knowing you.

eew who did i run into? he’s cute but he’s bad breath isnt. oh well, maybe i have to slay some dragon before i found my Prince. there’s always someone for everybody. whatevs, i know my prince is taking a wrong turn, right? right?? …right..?

I think I am falling for you, but my last ltr REALLY damaged me and I know I am fucking this up with you… I wish I could treat you right and care for you the way you care for me.

When I came home to find my room littered with condoms and wine bottles, my heart caved in upon itself. I kicked you out, and you stole my silverware. I hope you get an std and die.

I am weak for you… and you don’t even see me…. i am the eternal wingman

You fucked me over at work, again, you backstabbing two-faced bitch. Don’t think you’re getting away with this.

I am independent, driven, book smart, worldy, professional, honest, open, compassionate, considerate, selfless, social, drama free, playful, upbeat, relatively attractive, typically humble, a grassrootes superhero, and an amazing kisser. Yet you write me off because I am Asian? At least tell me it’s because I don’t make enough money or have poor taste in music [...]

I pretend to be understanding… Letting you take the top again, I’m secretly frustrated. I know, you would bottom for me if you could, but you’d burst. I’m too big. Deep down, I want to pry your legs apart and cram myself inside you. Forcibly. I’d burst, too

I wish you never told me you were interested in me. All I can think is “Why are you still with your girlfriend?”

Still looking for you. I’m starting to give up hope.

We had a great first date, the best I’ve had in ages…but I wonder if it will go anywhere. Why do you live so far away??

You claim that you are straight yet you always feel me up in class when no one is looking. Now that we are in college I can’t stop thinking about you. Was this your plan all along? To fuck with my mind? You win! I hate that I am attracted to you.

I see you sitting in your office ten feet away from me every day at work, but you probably have no idea that every pat on the shoulder and a “Good morning,” “How’s it going?”, or even a quick glance from your crystal blue eyes into mine totally makes my day.

I still love you. You are the love of my life. Being with someone else now makes me happy but I think of you a lot and I only have confirmed that you are the love of my life. You are almost perfect. We were perfect together. Love ends. I know that. But my life [...]

We are frat brothers and close buds. I’ve had the biggest crush on you since the semester you pledged. You are one of the hottest guys I know, but for some reason you are dating one of the ugliest chicks I’ve seen…it really makes me wonder.One night we got really wasted, and I took advantage [...]

I wish i could be as brave as you are and live my life the way i want to… Its lonely alone in this closet.

I wish you wanted me as much as when we first met each other. I want to have crazy, dirty sex with you all the time. But you are always tired. Or high. Or whatever. It makes me sad and it’s the only thing about this that does. But it does.

I sit here and it feels like I’m waiting for the words to start pouring out, slowly at first but then a rushing cascade that capsizes any leftover reason I have left in me. It’s the same feeling I get around you; you make me lose all my logic and principle, make me cast it [...]

That night you invited me to your room, and asked me to be quiet when your boyfriend called, all I wanted to do was crawl under that comforter and suck you off while he was still on the line. Still regret not acting on that to this day.

i wish i was brave enough to say i think your hot. wanna date?

I loved you so much, but you couldn’t really love me, that’s all right. I hope you can see all the art you inspired me to create, someday maybe. I wish you well.

Our age difference dictates that the relationship should never have worked out. But it is, baby. I am so proud of both of us. But especially you. For putting up with my difficult, stubborn, impatient, unemployed ass. Not to mention, remaining interested in f***ing said ass. Love you.

Dave you are a cheating asshole. You ruined our family. Our son and I will not forget this. Hope your games were worth losing your family over. Best of Luck to you and Juan…You two deserve each other….

All my roommates are hot……and straight… Request: One orgy Work your magic Wishing Well!

Babe, you know we have been together a long time in a happy monogamous relationship. I love you very much. You still turn me on so much as every day I have a hardon and want sex. But you have lost interest in sex although you assure me you love me and I know neither [...]

thank you liegh for showing me your penis it was great!

when you tried to talk to me i was super scared to talk to you incase i said the wrong thing and made an arse out of my self thank you for being nice next time i’ll try harder to talk to you back maybe we can have a conversation

its ok that you hooked up with my friend dave instead of me i just wish you hadn’t also hooked up with gary and mark and pierre and there just the ones i know about… thanks for the self esteem boost *not*

You were the worst thing that ever happened to me. Your cheating, your lies, and your amazing ability to twist reality made me drink way too much and gain 50 pounds. I was miserable, and so are you. I wish I had never met your hot self.

My feelings for you in the past were those of admiration. It was because of that I couldn’t be with you. Then you were just leading me. Now I am ready to walk with you. Just wait.

I love the taste of cum on my tongue. I love the feel of your mouth as I cum on your tongue. The kiss after is bliss. Love you.

I don’t find lovers easily, but even if I did, I still wouldn’t want to find someone to replace you. It’s been almost a year and I can’t forget you. I accidentally saw a photo of you on my phone, rather a crap one, and after all this time still I nearly cried. I need [...]

I need your cock and smile almost every day.

You thought you wanted to revive our teenage affair. But really you wanted to feel like a teenager again. And I got in the way because I’m too old.

so it looks like im too cubbish for grindr and too twinkish for scruff i wish there was some middle ground

Dude. Seriously. If you don’t want to hang and you don’t want me texting, tell me. Or don’t give me your number or at least not your real one when I ask for it. I get it. Don’t ask me how my day was, don’t say you look forward to chatting. There’s no need to [...]

Out of sight, not mind So we met in the Argos Bar, the oldest leather bar in Amsterdam, Netherlands, during last Winter 2010 — between February 05 (Friday) – February 07 (Sunday) 2010. Both of us young guys and english speakers – we circled each other for a while in the darkened back room – [...]

Am I the only one who like to lick a guy’s beautiful eyebrows? That really turns me on! (Yes, I still lick dick too.)

Online dating has had its up and downs. But really, I’d like to meet you somewhere cause instead of trying to figure out what it says about your personality that your hobby is hiking, I can tell pretty much know in a few minutes if I want to go to there. Holding out for that [...]

I saw you on grindr… SURPRISE! Then we started talking FB, text, then skype I sorta wish we just stuck with grinder…

i totaly fucked a guy and it was awesome … but i think being a bottom is still way better

it makes me feel ugly when only unattractive/hugely obease/super old guys are the only ones to hit on me why arn’t i attractive to guys just like me i want an average guy because im an average guy

why don’t you like me? is it because i have gay voice?

im not a cheesy person. im not some teenybopper “woe is me, my heart is broken, my life is overwithout you!” but i wake up and you’re not across from me in the bed. your clothes arent in the closet. i tried to make a cup of coffee. your mug wasnt there and suddenly i [...]