I’m 20 lbs away from beauty. Sometimes I wish so hard to be skinny and beautiful and an alpha gay. What if, 20 lbs later, I’m still ugly?
I’m 20 lbs away from beauty. Sometimes I wish so hard to be skinny and beautiful and an alpha gay. What if, 20 lbs later, I’m still ugly?
If you don’t learn to love yourself, no amount of weight loss in the world will make you “beautiful.”
Deep down no matter what your weight is you will resent yourself for not being something else. I don’t think it’s so bad to want to improve yourself, or look better just as long as you realize there are limits to that.
If you have a few extra lbs and you want to lose them then head to the gym, watch your diet. Improve on what you already have. That skinny and beautiful alpha gay bullshit is going to be a lot to live up to and you will be miserable chasing after it.
I hope you find peace one way or another. Good luck.
You can look as good as you want on the outside and still be a heartless person on the inside. Believe me.
Work from the inside out. There’s no problem in getting healthy and skinny and muscled and whatnot. But all that doesn’t matter if you are mean to people, you act selfish, you judge people, and all those other terrible, typical things we do to each other. Get fit, get happy, get love.
Life will definetly be much better at 20 lbs lighter. Lose those extra pounds fatty. Fucking is way sexier and less life threatening with a skinny dude than a fatty like youself. If you continue in your path piggie you wlll find youself at 30 obese and calling friends by woof and girlie names. Now how will you live with yourself knowing you could have nipped this in the bud if only you had lost that first 20 lbs? Girl you better work. Woof.
Oh and as for the ugly there are always plastic surgeons. If you’re too poor to afford plastc surgery, oh my, poor fat an ugly! Please don’t tell me you have a 4 inch dick.
Hey – I’m 6′2″ – 145 lbs, naturally smooth skin, and I’m fairly well endowed – I’ve given up sex till I find someone who looks beyond my exterior, please don’t be the guy I never wanted to be.
In additions to my above statement – I’d like you to know that some of us skinnier fellas like those who are more “ave de pois” – a LOT!
And to the dude above me with the hateful comments about losing weight & the followup about plastic surgery, you sound like one of those meth whores obsessed with the next great looking guy, and their next fix – your story ends up with you ugly, broke, alone, and without any teeth at 40.
Oh honey. Meth is for losers who gave up trying. I say keep trying girl. 20 lbs may seem like an impossible goal ( how did you go for so long to allow yourself 20 extra poundst) but with a good gay diet of salads no breads and no sucking down gallons of lard. You should be able to go out in public in about a year. You could do the meth diet but teeth only weigh a few ounces.