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AT LAST

Growing up I never felt attracted physically to either sex. I have felt emotional attraction to a couple of men and women though. Yet lately when I see a gay couple together my heart drops. It’s like my heart thinks “Why can’t I have that”. Before this last year or so I never really felt alone. Lately though I have had dreams were I’m asleep in another’s arms. Feeling like no matter what happens in this world, everything will be alright as long as those arms are around me. Then I wake up and my bed is cold, it’s at those times that I have felt really alone. Those that I do feel an attraction to are those that I can’t have (which I find out after I get to know them.) Hope is keeping me going though. The hope that I will meet someone and have an Etta James “At Last” moment…

7 Comments to “AT LAST”

  1. Anonymous says:
    July 11, 2010 at 1:03 am

    Well, I don’t know what your sexuality is but I’ll tell you mine as it may help…
    I’m pansexual. That means that I’m attracted to peoples personalities and not their physical bodies or genitalia and as such I have the potential to be with anyone (man, woman, trans, intersex etc).
    This is NOT bisexual. A bisexual person is physically attracted to only two genders; and primarily it’s a physical attraction.
    Hopefully this will help you out.

  2. Anonymous says:
    July 11, 2010 at 5:58 am

    Thanks Kowalski

  3. Anonymous says:
    July 11, 2010 at 10:15 pm

    that was really long and with no satisfaction in the end.

  4. Anonymous says:
    July 11, 2010 at 11:35 pm

    super adorable hold out buddy you’ll find someone

  5. Anonymous says:
    July 12, 2010 at 6:33 am

    i’ll keep you and your bed warm..

  6. Anonymous says:
    July 17, 2010 at 5:55 pm

    This was beautiful. I often feel kinda like this, too. If you’re as nice a person as this very very short post makes you come across, and if you truly want it and deserve it, it’ll happen. For both of us, and for everyone who feels this way :) .

    Never lose hope! And the best of lucks to you.

  7. Anonymous says:
    July 31, 2010 at 6:34 am

    best of luck. I shared the sentiment of yours.
    Sometime people would like to label sexuality into three simple labels, when in fact there are a whole array of complexity into it.

    My suggestion is to take things easy and just let the yearning to be loved flowed inversely and learn to love instead. I believe if you do that, that moment you yearn for will come soon, my friend.

    Just be open.. and let things naturally happened.. whoever that person is (a man or a woman), he/she will be the right person or you.