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MONTEZUMA’S REVENGE

I love Mexico. I really do… and not just in that fetishistic way that many in the US do. I love the culture, the people, the food, the language… and obviously, the guys. Every time I go there, I find a possible love of my life, and it sucks. Yeah, I have the most awesome relationships I could ever hope for, but I’m still in college in the US. I can’t stay there (here) forever, and after the first time I fell in love with a guy t/here, I just can’t do it again. But I feel like I’m missing an opportunity to feel. But if I let myself feel, then I am going to feel the hurt when life goes back to normal and I go back to the US. Sometimes I contemplate just not finishing school, but I know that’s not the best thing to do. In fact, it’s probably the worst. But I have no one at my college and I don’t think I can find the guy for me in the US. Some might say shut up and enjoy it. “It’s better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all” But is it? Is it really? The pain is too much.

5 Comments to “MONTEZUMA’S REVENGE”

  1. Anonymous says:

    How ’bout just shut up in general. You’re living a what if scenario, how about growing up, finishing school, then worrying about getting your heart broken in a third world country. How about that amigo.

  2. Anonymous says:

    Why do gay “boys” want to grow-up so fast? These boys want to find the love of their life in their teens or early twenties. Enjoy your youth!

    Worry about that stuff later!

  3. Anonymous says:

    It is better to have loved and lost- but are you sure it was love?

  4. Anonymous says:

    Dude the WetBack only wants you cause you are a free ticket to the US. I’ve lived in these resort Mexican cities. Its all about getting all you can when the cruise ship hits port. And I’m not talking about the passengers, I’m saying the Locals see the ship and it’s on! You’re just one of a string of men that these savages lead on for all you got. Finish school then go to Washington and work on Immigration reform. Thats the ticket!

  5. Anonymous says:

    1st responder: Growing up? Trust me. I’m more mature than you could imagine and definitely more mature than you “amigo”. I don’t know why Growing up has anything to do with it. And your condescending tone is not appreciated. “Third world”. Yeah. Resources aren’t as great, but that doesn’t make the people worth any less.

    2nd: I know I should, but ugh, I’m tired of hooking up already.

    3rd: You’re right, it wasn’t love, but replace love with had an awesome experience with someone you actually cared about

    4th:Absolutely not. Yeah. Sure if you are in a resort city, obviously the people there will be different. And when you pull in on an ostentatious cruise ship, yeah, they know you have money. I also presume you are White, correct me if you’re wrong, but I’m not. I’m often mistaken for Puerto Rican or Dominican, and I know the language, so they don’t immediately know that I’m from the US. Also, yeah, I’m thinking about working on Immigration reform or being an Immigration lawyer. So yeah, that could work