I yearned an intimate relationship with a guy.. I feel like dating, cuddling, hugging, and just all around have someone I can lean on, holding hands, and probably just long passionate kiss. And, yet, I have no interest in having sex with a guy… is that even making sense?

YES!!!
this is exactly how i feel right now
i have no sexual attraction to guys right now at all.
but every night i hug my pillow, wishing it was a guy who would hug me back
Maybe you just want companionship and that feeling that comes along with being in a new relationship where you actually love each other. Contrary to popular belief, gay men don’t have to fuck on the first date.
I’m with you dude- I just like holding and touching a guy and if there’s sex, fine, but if there’s not, that’s cool too. Fucking a guy isn’t that big of a turn on for me, is anyone else like that?
I feel exactly the same way! To me, sex is an added bonus rather than the main benefit of being in a relationship. I wish I had someone whom I can hold his hands, kiss passionately and cuddle with at night too…
sure i think you should run with that. most of us rush unnecessarily into relationships then wonder how we get our selves into messes. it sounds kind of sweet actually to take time and get to know someone.