You’re my best friend and I love you dearly. Once I wanted more but now, not so much. Thank you for putting up with me. I’d be lost without you.

I think I fell in love with you a little bit tonight.
I hope you’re brave enough to love me back…
i smile, i laugh, i joke.
on the outside i appear as i always am. the funny, happy guy everyone knows me to be.
but on the inside, i’m miserable.
my life seems to be spiralling out of control lately.
i’m just about failing my final year of school, only because i’m so desperate to loose all [...]

Met you at the Bath house. You came on my chest. There a moment between us. It felt almost cosmic. I think we are supposed to take this to the next level.
I risk my life to do something I believe in.
Bullets are a necessary risk.
My life is nothing compared to theirs.
It’s worth it… Prison time; death it’s worth it.
And what I’m doing isn’t even violent. It’s the opposite.

I’m vain and hate my body.
I’m overweight and have really bad acne scarring over my ass/back.
I don’t know how to lose weight or get rid of the scaring.
It sucks.
I’m gutless.
I had a chance to help… To do something I believe in but I didn’t because I’m a coward.
I hate myself right now.
I wish I had more courage.

You filthy pig. how could you? I had so many hopes for us. I could never date a man that hangs out in places like that. And don’t go telling me I am just like you by being there to. My reasons were pure. Purely sexual. But you, how could you?
I’ve been looking for employment for 10 months and nothing is happening. My boyfriend is sick of supporting me and the money I get from the government is barely enough for food and rent. I’ve started to prostitute myself without my boyfriends knowledge so that we won’t have to sell our home. It’s awful and [...]

my dads been terminally ill for 2 years now. hes one of those old school, traditional arab fathers, there is no way, ever, in any possible timeline or universe that he could accept a gay son. when i accidently came out to my mother and sisters a year ago,while trying to be understanding they warned [...]
I’m going to give my sperm to a lesbian couple who are in need.
Am I stupid?

I broke up with you 8 weeks ago. I knew it needed to be done but I didn’t feel really emotional at the time. I even let you pretend that you were breaking up with me, because I knew it would be the easiest way to let you go. Last week I realized you [...]
I’m sorry I didn’t call you on your birthday. I got so distracted with dealing with my family on Father’s day that I forgot. I know it means a lot to you and it makes me sad.

I used to really want to be a pediatrician. I got into a huge fight with my mom, and she shot me with “What parent will want a gay doctor for their children?”
I don’t really want to be a pediatrician any more.
I’m 20 lbs away from beauty. Sometimes I wish so hard to be skinny and beautiful and an alpha gay. What if, 20 lbs later, I’m still ugly?

is it possible to be friends? i just want to cuddle after sex. you are completely wrong for me but i cant help but fall for you.
Dear Mum and Dad,
Tonight once I again I laid in bed unable to sleep as this filthy dread came over me. I knew why it was there for the thoughts of what lead to it haunt me everyday; penetrating each thought that I have making it harder and harder [...]

I have to see you at a goodbye party tomorrow for a mutual friend, and I am really dreading it. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep my cool. You treated me like garbage.
Hey Well-Wishers, this is your publisher speaking. Do we hate the porn ads? We can get rid of them if we get some donations, and you can find the donate button on the right hand sidebar of the homepage. Every little bit helps, and it doesn’t cost that much to keep the site running. But [...]

I fucked the guy who I found sleeping with my boyfriend. He was so damn good that I had a 6 year relationship with him.
I hope the weirdness between us goes away and we can be friends. I hope dating your ex won’t be super weird because I think I’m going to really like him.

Your dick isn’t big enough? I’m a bottom and I have six inches on a good day, yea I’m certain this post will get made fun of….fine, but I’m curious what others think about this. I guess this is directed to Tops. First off does it matter to you how many inches your bottom [...]
So I discovered the personal pics of you online. Since when do you wear jockstraps and football shorts?
Why didn’t you tell me? I’d tap it..

Hey Eddy, you forgot to delete the Internet history on the computer before you left. I found your gay porn sites and this one. I’m surprised you didn’t tell me sooner. Come talk to me after you get this. I promise I won’t tell mom if you don’t tell her about that [...]

I sometimes hate being gay.
I sometimes hate just being me.
I have found few guys who don’t cheat, and few friends who are true friends.
The current BF doesn’t seem to want to give me the time of day…after 8 months. Hell, we haven’t had sex in going on 3 weeks, and it was 3 [...]
I met you in an AA meeting. I love your tats, your big ass and your beautiful smile. I want you so bad.

I have so many hot looking guys in my life. I just wish one of them will one day want to date me, make out with me, suck me, fuck me, and love me. I need a boyfriend real bad, but I’m still closeted. :(
Our glances have met a few times and I think there’s something there but I’m still too afraid to make the first move. Heres to hoping for courage…

It was so funny that you thought I was sexually experienced, but it turned out I was a virgin at almost everything we did. You were the first person I ever made out with, the first person I went down on, (I regretted letting you cum in my mouth), and now I wish I [...]
I love how whenever I am especially horny, no one wants to put out. I have dozens of booty calls and not a single one steps up. I am cute and attractive. It should not be this hard to get laid. I’m not even that slutty!

You rejected me because I wasn’t “fit” enough for you. Thank you. Now I’m going to hit the gym so hard you’ll regret saying no to me.
when you called yesterday to tell me that you are moving across the country for work, i actually believe you thought i’d feel sad. it’s just the opposite and i couldn’t be any happier. but i’m sure you heard my smile through the phone, so maybe this goes without saying.

I’m happy for you. You found someone to love and be loved by. It has been two years since we broke up and I have proceeded to fill that time with guys trying to take my mind and and heart off of you. It isn’t fair.
so Sam S, if by some miracle you read this, thursday night at the gym when it was just the two of us left and i helped you with your shirt, i had to actually stop myself from pulling your head down and kissing you. god knows i wanted to but i [...]

fml! the one person i am interested in is not even doing anything with me the most we ever do is tickle (i know even school girls get more action than i do)… and it doesn’t help that my roommates are fucking like bunnies.
dear boys, you are just complicating my life with your sophomoric posting. please take it else where. best wishes, me

Hey babe.. A few months ago I flew 2600 miles across the US to see you! Tomorrow morning I am making that same trek all over again. Hopefully this will be the last trip I will make before I move out there to be with you. I miss looking into your eyes [...]
I hope your hell is filled with a magazine and on every page you see a big picture of me.
And under every picture the caption should read: “Not Bad, For a Girl From the Gutter Like Me.” (:
